Happy New Year?

Sunday 31st December 2017

I know I haven't been posting since over a month, the last one was 15th of November. Lord Jesus did not realise it's been this long BUT just know a update is coming...But for now in remembrance and light of the last day or should I say last 26 minutes (since it's 23:34 right now) I just want to post something. Mems. Guess I care more than I thought I did.

For some it's exciting and for those who are entering this new year with the same continuance of some sort of inner tension/grief/disappointment it's just another day...and that's becoming me... (at least this year). I don't want that, no one wants that. But what I'm saying is: the symbolic of the fricking last digit changing of the year (lmao) means some sort of hope of looking forward to different energy from the universe and it's time to accept that I am in control of my own destiny and I still got a long way to go to work on that. Especially my thinking and behaviour, because let's face it we all can be better versions of ourselves but MAY THIS YEAR bring better opportunities and help us become aware of that universal guidance that ''everything happens for a reason''mentality in order to do better. -23:41

But yep not going to overdo it, 

keep loving.