Just when you think there's hope, things take a turn for the worst.

-And all this supposedly rationalisation that 'this is a test by God' this, that....it's really tripping me over. It's like my life is just slipping away hoping for better days. But what about now?
Why do I deserve this?
-It's been a long time coming... of this misery. Sure there's been great times....but those were always at surface level.
-Life's a fucking bitch. (At least right now and has been)