22:40 02/10/17
I don't think you guys realise how long it took me to come up with a lit, meaningful, original ass title...Or how long I've been waiting to have a projecting of myself blog, that influences people in a positive manner (ygm)...But HERE I AM, FINALLY
(Tryna find purpose, a way to be a light, as cheesy as it sounds but yeah honestly I need this too...)
Okay so I want to keep this short so let's go (This intro has been putttinggg me offfff for so looong):

So I used to have a blog on a game I used to play and as cringe as it was, it reached many people. Considering the views it still gets today, it's currently at 97373 views as I write...taking in mind that April 2013 was when I stopped playing it and thus writing the posts as well...And genuinely it felt like a significance like I still log in to procrastinate/check messages and random people still mention it and that's just lit regardless if it was from a cringy childish version of me oml haha)
So I feel somehow I have an audience to reach, to begin with via that one game. And I really hope this is the start of something...
I'm 18, youuuu may be thinking damn she is old (don't rub it in my face but I'm really not... in all honestly I've just entered adulthood-ish and it's scary) but this is the purpose of this...

May this be a way of a supposedly future self warning/guiding you (or somethinggg) along the way because I know many of you are younger...But I also know that there are more than a few around my age and could also use the same SOULLLL FOOODD (From the quote ''Don't be eye candy, be soul food'')
I wish I started this earlier like there's been so much I could have written about but you know let's just start from here and I've got a few things written and saved from the past to write up on and get through to you guys.
I WANT DEPTH & RAWNESS... BUT IN THE MIST OF THINGS POSITIVITE VIBESS AND ENCOURAGEMENT TO DO BETTER for myself and people.
Like human connection is everything, sincerity and shit
-That's what I'll give you guys (Me giving excuses to the rants that are coming because although they may be depressing/ melodramatic...I just want y'all to see the hardly/unspoken inner feelings/truths, like that feeling of scrolling through twitter and thinking 'boy I relate to this hardcoreee' something like that, just keeping it real.)
And guysss of course they'll be different scopes to what I post, sometimes music recommendations. sometimes tv show recommendations etc etc.
-23:18
-♥
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